I sold my camera, I had to make a tuff choice which we as parents have to do, bills needed paying. Im not happy about doing this but this is not the end of the joy i feel with every picture i take, its just a pause. I know that one day something better will come along its also time to stop looking at life threw a lens but be on the other end living it. I love photography and the joy of it but I need to focus on real life not still life.
I feel like i could jump out of my skin with happiness lol. I have been losing more weight and keeping it off. I got my christmas present early yesterday. things are going so good that i could just scream with delight. hugs to all. happy holidays to every one too
so been having fun taking picture of my family well the little ones of the family ..... and my new earrings lol. alot is going to be going on her soon i will be going back to school to study in the nursing field. so trying to get in alot of pictures before i cant for a long while. im super excited, i have thought long and hard about this and I know that it will be great. well wish me luck im going to need it
So this weekend I went to see my tony, it was an amazing weekend, we went to the mall and looked around we had a good time just being us, we do that quite well i might add lol.
But any way I want the whole word to know that i am very proud of this man he is my hero, and i mean a true hero. during this weekend we went to a park to take some pictures, at this park there was a really cool swimming area that looked like fun so we were going to relax before picturs (hot day). any who as i was cooling off my feet i slipped and hurt my right foot but it was sooo funny (totaly got pictures of that for my own enjoyment dont think i will post those).
my frist couples pictures, and they came out good, also got some single shots of her (michelle). it was lots of fun i forgot how much fun that could be. i have to say i love it when i get them to relaxs and have fun. im so full of energy that it shows in my pictures for a couple that was worried about there pictures taken they took some great ones. i love that im me and i can help my clients to relaxs for some fun shots. I have more picturs to come hope you all like. wow i need to do this more lol.
ps in the brink of pain come a light of sight that which we see the truth. quote from me. i miss you my love.
so i have been posting pictures lately been in a lot of pain. physical and emotinaly too. I had to go to hospital, my daughter was sick, i lost out on a good chunck of money from missing work. and the worst of it all my best friend is moving away due to stupid people and the drama crap in our small town. Im really going to miss my bestie, so my heart is heavy and i haven't been in to mood to post pictures or anything.
but i will one of these days post something.
going to have some weekend fun pictures to show soon and some of my sister and her future husband.sooo i hope you like and see what i see fun in the sun lol.
how can on person be so curle to another person. how can they say there good and then be so evil. someone explain it to me. i feel like he just took a knife stabbed my over and over and over again... (aka my ex's) he was nice in the begging but it went down hill fast. we were trying to be friends and then he goes and stabs me like he does. I have only known him for like a few months and thats all it took for his evil side to show. he was controling me and telling me how i was a liar all the time. there is just so much some one can take till they cant take any more. and today was my day after one fight to many i said i was done. and the stuff